Okay, I know I haven't been posting much lately. I thought I would give a Very brief explanation without going into great detail of what been going on. I am doing this mainly just to let everyone know that I am still alive, not to be a whiner.
About 2 weeks ago, I started feeling incredibly overwhelmed by life in general. It got to the point that I had to go to doctor to see about having my medicine adjusted (I have been on anti-depressants since Lily was born). For those who don't know Depression is an actual Chemical imbalance in your brain. It's not just whine. Anyway, I have had an immense amount of help from my family and friends. I don't know how I would be getting through this without them. At a few different friends suggestions, I have been taking the kids to Mothers Day Out on Tuesdays and Thursdays from 9:30-2:30. That has helped me out alot. Just having 5 hours to myself 2 days a week has been nice. The doc switched my medicine, and even though I don't really feel like I'm myself, I am starting to feel a bit better. I am excited for the day that I wake up and feel really happy again. And at least now I kinda feel like that might happen for me sometime in the future.
I want to say a GREAT BIG THANK YOU to my parents, in-laws, and Cindy for all the help over the last couple of weeks, and the help in the future. I am forever grateful, and can't put in words what your love has done for me. I also want to say thank you to all my friends out there that have sent encouraging e-mails and cards. It helps so much to know that I have so many people that love me and care about my well-being. I love you all so much!!! Thank you!!!